Tonight is one of those nights. My heart aches.
My heart aches for what I long to have, what I long to be. This is me- heart on sleeve.
I know I need to trust. I am trusting.
I know it will happen in God's time. I'm waiting.
Through all the trusting & waiting- I still have my moments. Tonight is one of those nights.
I type thru the tears. I want to share with you. I want God to use this pain, let it not be in vain.
And one day when I get to bring my precious child home with me- the one that I have waited on oh so patiently- I will rejoice & I will praise my Father in heaven.
But tonight, I sit in a quiet, childless house and I cry alone on my couch. And I trust. And I wait.
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